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She Was Tired of Her Giving Her Kids Candy So She Wrote Her Mother-in-Law a Letter

Grandparents are certainly the epitome of unconditional giving and generosity. However, one parent was concerned grandma was spoiling her kids with unhealthy food and many presents. But when the grandmother passed away, the mother saw all of her “spoiling” in a new light. Subsequently, she thanks the grandmother for all of the love she gave to her kids in a beautiful letter.

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“How could I possibly compete with you?

You always stole my thunder. You gave them everything they wanted. You never said no when they asked for anything.

A second helping of dessert. Candy before dinner. A few more minutes in the bath. Money for the ice cream truck.

How I struggled to show you respect and appreciation while trying to make sure you didn’t spoil my children. I thought you would turn them into “selfish brats” by giving them everything they wanted. I thought they might never learn to wait, to take turns, to share, because you granted their wishes as soon as they opened their mouths and pointed.

You held each one of my babies long after they fell asleep. Didn’t you understand that I needed them to learn to fall asleep on their own?

You ran to them as soon as they made the tiniest sound. How would they ever learn to self-soothe?

I resented you for buying the best and most expensive gifts on their birthdays and on Christmas. How could I possibly compete with you? How do you think it feels to know that the very best presents, the ones they’ll be the most excited and aglow about, are not from their parents?

And how they loved afternoons spent with you. You made their favorite things for dinner — three different meals for three different boys. And you always had a little surprise. A present, candy or a special treat. I didn’t want them to associate you with gifts and sweets. I thought they should love you for you. I tried to tell you this, but you wouldn’t listen. You continued to indulge them in every way possible.

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They miss you.”

I spent a lot of time wondering why you did all these things and how I could get you to ease up. I know grandmothers are supposed to “spoil the kids,” then send them home, but you were… ridiculous.

Until you were gone.

I had to hold my boys and tell them that their grandma died. It didn’t seem possible. You were supposed to be there for all the other special moments: proms, graduations, weddings. But they lost their grandma too soon and too suddenly. They were not ready to say goodbye to you.

During those years when I wished you’d stop spoiling them, I never thought about how much you loved them, so much that you showed it in every way possible. Your cooking. The gifts. The candy and sweets. Your presence. The way you could recount every detail of a special moment, whether it was a perfect catch in the outfield, or a sweet and slightly off-key note sung at a school concert.

Your Godly and grandmotherly love for them knew no bounds. Your heart poured love from every place possible — your kitchen, your pocketbook, your words, and your tireless arms.

It’s pointless to dwell on regrets, but I often think about how I had it all wrong. I was so wrong in how I perceived your generosity. My kids, now in their teens, miss you dearly. And they don’t miss your gifts or your money. They miss you. They miss running to greet you at the door and hugging you before you could step in. They miss looking up at the bleachers and seeing you, one of their biggest fans, smiling and enthralled to catch their eye. They miss talking to you and hearing your words of wisdom, encouragement and love.

Oh, how I wish with my whole heart that you could come back.”

If I could speak to you one more time, I would tell you that every time a precious moment steals my heart, every time I watch them arrive at a new milestone, and every time they amaze me with their perseverance, talents or triumphs, I think of you. And I wish that they could have you back.

Come back and love them one last time, like no one else in the world but a grandmother could. Bring your sweets and surprises. Reward them with gifts for the smallest accomplishments. Painstakingly prepare their favorite meals. Take them anywhere they want to go. All and only because you love them.

Oh, how I wish with my whole heart that you could come back.

Sit for endless hours in the bleachers with me. Come back and watch his determined stance, his all-out effort, and his anxious rituals. We could study my boy’s face, and both know without a doubt if he’s confident, intimidated, thirsty or bored.

Come back and listen to the sound of his saxophone, and watch his face with me. We both know which songs are his favorite just by studying his eyes while he plays. Watch him with me as he shifts in his seat, makes eye contact with friends and sighs with relief after the end of each song.

Come back and hear his voice as the bellowing bass in the high school choir. Delight in how he sings with his whole heart and soul. His green eyes bright with passion, then gently closed for the longer notes.

I could glance your way and know that no one adores him quite like you or me.

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You never left.

Come back and watch him walk in his cap and gown. Watch the wind blow his hair away from his face, and be awestruck with me as we glimpse the man he is becoming. Stand with me as we, without a word exchanged, simultaneously wonder how the years tumbled by so fast.

The more I long for you to come back, the more I realize that in a way, you never left.

I understand now. I know you loved them in every way you could. I know that being their grandma gave you joy and purpose. And of course, I know that you can’t come back, but I do know that your love for them will always remain. Your love built them and sheltered them in ways that cannot be described. Your love is a big part of who they are and what they will become as they grow.

For this, and for every treat and gift, and every time you held them too long or consoled them too much, or let them stay up too late, I will always thank you.

And I will wish a million times that you could do it all again. [1]

Let Grandparents Spoil Their Grandkids

This letter puts the story and emotions of so many people into words, including Melissa L. Fenton. In a post on Scary Mommy, she explains her frustration at her mother after she spent a weekend spoiling her grandkids with sweets, presents, and of course, fun activities without all the rules. Then she noticed how happy her kids were. Because they loved spending time with their grandparents, who can sometimes provide a bit of “yes-parenting” kids need. Above all, as Fenton concluded,

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At home, things will get back to ‘normal’ — teeth will be brushed, bedtimes will be enforced, and candy will be minimized — and a brief ‘grandparent hangover’ is a small price to pay for the memories made and relationships fortified.”

Of course, the best way to spoil grandkids is with quality time and fun experiences. Toys break and candies melt, but these precious memories are forever. Grandparents can share wisdom with children they may never have heard before. During all of the spoiling, kids are learning about unconditional love, generosity, and life-long knowledge.

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  1. “She Was Tired of Her Giving Her Kids Candy So She Wrote Her Mother-in-Law a Letter.” Faith It. April 8, 2019
  2. “Let Grandparents Spoil Your Kids Rotten. It’s Good For Everyone.” Scary Mommy. Melissa L. Fenton. June 29, 2021
  3. “The Grandparent’s Guide to Spoiling Kids.Yahoo. Cameron Huddleston. July 26, 2019
Sarah Biren
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Sarah is a baker, cook, author, and blogger living in Toronto. She believes that food is the best method of healing and a classic way of bringing people together. In her spare time, Sarah does yoga, reads cookbooks, writes stories, and finds ways to make any type of food in her blender.
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